The Modern Sound

25, working to get back to school so I can get an M.D. Ph.D. in Psychiatry and Pharmacology. A subject close to my heart -- I have bipolar disorder. I am also a musician (what I originally went to college for), a writer, a computer nerd, an amateur photographer, an aspiring distance runner, and many other things. The rennaisance man/woman is not dead.

aiswynd:
“ whyyoustabbedme:
“the bar is set very very low
”
the bar is buried in the US
”

aiswynd:

whyyoustabbedme:
the bar is set very very low
the bar is buried in the US

geyashvecova:

Art G.Shvecova (Design graphics - Night rainbow_2112)

angulargeometry:

Haunting.
| #GIF | #DAILY | #GIF |

nerd-and-nervous:

yay-phan:
maynothingeverstopyou:
castiel-assbutt-winchester:
whatifdestiel:
i-m-p-a-l-a-6-7:
senoralfredo:
pixelz01:
imnotaboyorgirl:
lostinmyweight:
dainty–wintergirl:
chaneldiets:
crazyworkswell:
destielsolangelotrash:
queefinchicken:
obnoxiously-phan:
annoyedvertigo:
mimi-shake-draws:
catchaglimpseofalleble:
clloudy:
flustered-custard:
silentshivers:
every single person who reblogs this
every
single
person.
ALL OF YOU.
no limit, no one skipped. EVERY PERSON WHO REBLOGS THIS.
DON’T ASK WHY, IT’LL MAKE SENSE LATER
WHAT DOES THIS EVEN MEAN
Just wait…it’ll all make sense.
I REBLOG THIS BECAUSE I AM CURIOUS. I AM WAITING
I REBLOGGED AND IMMEDIATELY AFTER
I reblogged as a joke and i swear that it happened five minutes later omg
ME TOO
WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING?
I don’t know whether to be afraid of this post but it won’t get off my mind
scared af
What
Whaaat
Well ok
Oh boy
Ok Then
?
Ok. What’s gonna happen?
Okaaay…
it worked. I had to go back and find this because… it worked.
whats gonna happen
What happens??

You’ll just know…

(Source: hyrude)

"No one warns you about sleepless nights, about unproductivity and the mundane, no one tells you growing up that one day you’ll find yourself bleeding your wounds out on the bedroom floor, or how bathrooms are sanctuaries; no one tells you about the fatal attraction towards the unhealthy that you adopt time and time again; no one warns you about the real dangers of the world- loneliness and pain, and all the ways you deal with them. They tell you not to smoke or drink or have sex, but they forget to teach you kindness to yourself, they forget to teach you self-love; they forget to teach you how to cope with rejection and pain, they tell you to forgive but never teach you how, they tell you to love but never the consequences of failed loves, they warn you about heartbreaks from lovers but never those from family and friends, they tell you to dream but kill it before you can climb its ladder, they read you fairy tales but lack imagination, they tell you life is hard, that the world is ugly, but you never see them making it less of all that, then you grow up not knowing what to believe or who to be, with your heart still young but wounded, and your spirit yearning but reluctant. You have a body with too many marks, eyes with too many scars, you carry hope like a sacred flower- all its petals fall each time the world disappoints you, and instead of abandoning it, you go tape it back together; and here you are, all patched up- old cotton cloth and rusty car parts; you’re barely alive, and in love with the idea of what life could live up to be, and though it never does, you never give up, and I would say that’s what makes you strong, that that’s what makes you beautiful, but all it makes you, is a dreamer. People never teach us these things growing up because they too carry flowers of their own, and they don’t want you to grow up without hope, because if you knew all this when you were too young, then you would not make it this far, and it would be a shame, because there is so much more to life than all this, and the only way to have it all, is to carry the flower of hope in your heart."

— Eliot Knight (via eli0tknight)

I officially just paid off my first student loan.

I don’t care if it’s a Monday tomorrow, I’m gettin lit tonight.

(Source: nymph-angel-fairy)

imminnesotan:

imanaires:
if the moon & the ocean fought who would win
why would they fight. they’re in love :(

sharksonfiretonight:

actualsupreme:
liquidglue:
on this day one year ago someone sewed a fried egg to a tshirt
this is your only day to reblog this for a year
i missed my chance last year so this has been in my queue for 364 days

Because fuck you, that’s why.

(Source: bajn)

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roasy:

robstmartin:
truetinytonywolf:
xekstrin:
disgustinganimals:
hookteeth:
Jurassic Park: Reeves’s Pheasant Edition
dinosaurs didn’t all go extinct. some of them survived and evolved into that group of jerks who hog the whole sidewalk and won’t adjust formation for other pedestrians
at first I was like “wow thats a lot of birds” AND THEN THEY TURNED AROUND
@killerchickadee
“Allez les enfants” = “C’mon kids”
SHE LOVES HER BIRBS
What are these?!?!?

(Source: earthstory)

It is very frustrating to have everyone spew about how smart you are while inside you are tremendously concerned that the same medicine which has kept you sane is dulling you. Perhaps I’m lucky in that I’m smart enough that it doesn’t show and that there’s a medication that actually works (at least partially) for my bipolar without making me gain obscene amounts of weight and giving me diabetes, but I cannot stand the feeling of not being at 100%.